Bonjour tout le monde,
I hope you had a wonderful time with your loved ones, sharing memories and laughter to last a lifetime. I apologize for not posting. Between cooking, cleaning, babysitting and trying key word “trying” to have a social life. I feel like I’m exhausted by the end of the day and I could be managing my time better.
Yesterday, I ran into a girl I went to highschool with. Now, having finished school and in the “real world” the pressure is on. We exchanged the usual plesantries and then the question we both wanted to avoid came up. “What are you up to right now?”
Needless to say, we both aren’t where we would like to be in our careers. And I learned that yes, it takes time. I can’t compare myself to other people because it’s not only torture, but we each have our own journey and with that comes pace. I want to believe that this is all happening for a reason. And that growing will feel uncomfortable because it is something I’m not used to. Growing means facing fear head on,rather than running from it. To grow means being outside of our comfort zone and knowing that the lesson will come in unexpected ways. Looking back on the year it has been a series of ups and downs. Great moments filled with tears of joy and unfortunately necessary moments filled with tears of grief. I feel like I have been growing but its far from over. There are more things to come, more challenges to face, more people to meet and more memories to make. I look forward to the upcoming year with anticipation and yes, a bit of anxiety.
Tommorow: The New Years Resolutions.
Thank you for reading,
A la Prochaine,
De moi pour toi